BLAH....

I hate stupid people...you shouldn't be allowed to be stupid and be in the same area as me!!! Grrr... Not like IQ stupid people...but people who are stupid at life...Granted I'm not the most brillant at life and ya I make mistakes...but really some people I just feel are so dumb!!

Anyway....I'm not really as angry as I sound...I'm just sitting here bored...waiting for my appointed in the education building...I discovered today that I really do want to teach. I've kinda always known it but for some reason today it hit me that that is what I'm supposed to do. I think back to all the people who have had an influence on my life...teachers, church leaders, counselors, advisors, friends, family members, neighbors....and i just want to be that for some one..even just for one person. Oh man I'm just excited for the future today (even if there will still be stupid people) I'm just ready to get out there and make something of my life instead of whining about stupid people! ha ha ha

I feel terrible for the people in Haiti...Looking at the pictures makes me want to go over and adopt every single one of the children who were left parentless. It breaks my heart to think of children everywhere in the world who live in orphanages. Someday I'm going to go to Haiti or Africa or just anywhere and give of myself at the orpahnages. And someday I'm going to adopt children who need a life. I watched the movie Invictus like a month ago....all I could think about was helping children who live in orphanges. I feel like that is another calling of mine in life. Each of us has so much good to offer and so much we can change. I hate that some people (including myself) sit around and just wish things would change without actually getting off their butts and doing something about it. I'm not made of money (in fact I'm broke) but I just feel like I need to start saving my money and trying to get out there and change kids lives. If not out in foreign countries then just right here with children who are less forunate.

Wow....I don't know where any of this is coming from I just started typing and it started coming....(also I don't know why this italized but I can't figure out how to change it..)

Moral of the story: My future is going to AAAAAMAZING! I just have to make it that way.. :)

Oh Birthday!!

Chad and Brittnay are the best! they came up to Logan on the 2nd to take me out for my birthday dinner! When I got home from work I saw this on my bed...

Then Brian and Larissa also came up..they're pretty amazing as well! We tried to go to Texas Roadhouse...failed....tried Bluebird...failed and then finally had sucess at Firehouse...soooo funnnn!! They are the best and I couldn't ask for better friends...THANKS GUYS!!!

(I don't have pictures because this is the night my camera kicked it..:( )

Oh Spring Semester

First of all why is it called Spring Semester??? It doesn't feel like spring out there!!

So last week was the first week of classes. For some reason I am having a hard time realizing that school is starting up again....hopefully it will hit me soon. So I had to drop out of my appreciating literature class...(really I just didn't want to take it...shhhh) also the final conflicted with one of my other finals. So it's been a mess trying to find an open class...but I got one...Child Guidance...should be interesting....WITH BRITTNAY!!

Also on Friday there was a FREE DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL CONCERT!!! I have always wanted to see them in concert so I was PUMPED!!! So Brittnay and I drove down to Ogden. The concert was on 25th street which is so cccute! I would love to just own my own little shop there...except there were a billion of pubs. ha ha so anyway we stood there and waited and waited...then they came out and IT WAS AAAAAAMAAAZZING!!!! They played all the songs I love which was surprising because I thought they would just play their old stuff...but they didn't....So ffffun! To make it better we ran into our good friend Kalie and stood with her and her boyfriend...so good to see her!

I may lose my job...but hopefully not....

My camera broke so basically I am going to buy a new one today.... :)

Oh...2009....

What a year! here's my year in review...

Spring Break

Gratuated from High SchoolWent to LAS VEGAS!!
Ended a WONDERFUL 5 years of teaching pianoWorked grave yards at the Cherry Plant

Went to Mesa with the Family
STARTED COLLEGE!!Had a Great Holiday season/Birthday

There was more that happened I'm sure but those are just the major events..:) I'm so grateful for everything I have. I have some great ambitions for 2010 and I can't wait to get started!!