I was reading through my past blog posts the other day because I'm my #1 fan and I came across this post about the should-a, would-a, could-a's in my life at that time. Last summer I felt like I should stay in Logan and work. However, I'd never done something like that on my own and I was afraid. So I quit my job and moved home where I had no job. It was a mistake.
Then this summer rolled along. I once again had to decide if I wanted to step out of my circle of comfort or cowardly move back home. I did it. I took the risk and stayed here for the summer.
So far, I've experienced a range of emotions. I've gone from extreme loneliness to extreme comfort. Each day has held a personal decision that I have to make as to whether or not I want to make that day a good one. I've stepped further out of my comfort zone this summer than I ever had in my whole life....combined. However I still don't feel like I'm stepping out far enough. I feel like there is so much more for me to discover that I just need to reach out and grab. The summer's not over yet. (However it almost is. Crazy.) I still have time to finish what I wanted to get done. I still have time to dig deep within myself and learn all I can about who I am and what I'm doing here in my life. Isn't that what this life is all about. Isn't it soooo fun. :)